Saturday, November 7, 2015

Another Year Older

Hard to believe I turned 32 this year. Wowza. I kept thinking I was only turning 31.

I made plans to get my haircut loooong overdue and to go and visit my Grandma Miller. I hadn't been able to get down to see her since she had fallen and been to the hospital and put in a nursing home on Halloween. She was asleep when I first got there so Mom and I went to the funeral home to see about some things, but when they weren't open we decided to get a bite to eat while we waited for Grandma to wake up.

I had a nice lunch with Mom at Gondola's while she caught me up on everything happening with G'ma. After we'd eaten and visited for awhile we went back to the Nursing Home. Sometime after we got there, Grandma woke up. I got to sit by her and talk to her about different things. She made sure I knew I was special and that Patrick and the boys were special too. My Aunt Agnes told her it was my birthday and asked if they should sing Happy Birthday to me. Grandma as weak as I've ever seen her agreed and they all sang to me, even Grandma. Mom recorded it. We were all in tears as we listened to her tender voice struggle to sing the words. That recording is so precious and priceless to me. I'm so very happy I was able to spend time with her today, to tell her I love her and feel her soft gentle arms and hands...this will probably be the last time on this Earth. So happy I could spend a short little while with her today.

I headed home around 4 and when I got home we ate some chicken tortilla soup that I had put in the crock pot before I'd left that morning. While I was gone, the boys made me a strawberry cake with cream cheese frosting. After our dinner they sang to me and we each had a slice. I am one lucky girl to have so much love in my life.




Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Our Baby!

Conversations this morning before taking the boys to school:

Will: Jack, today Mom will find out if she's having a boy or a girl!"
Me: Will, we aren't finding out. We are waiting till the baby comes."
Will: What?!?!!! 
hahahaha

I had my 20 week ultrasound today and we got to see our sweet baby! We stayed strong and didn't find out the gender. It was easier than I thought it would be. Everything looked good with the baby, but there was a small echogenic intracardiac focus on the heart that is sometimes seen in babies born with Down's Syndrome. So my doctor is wanting me to have a more in-depth ultrasound with a high-risk doctor in about a week. That is a little nerve wracking, but we also aren't too concerned about it. We feel good about things.


Being the Littlest is Hard


Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Saturday, October 31, 2015

Halloween














Friday, October 23, 2015

One Spoiled Puppy


Thursday, October 15, 2015

Sweet Sam

 Sam has been pretty sick this week with croup. So today we decided to go on a short little walk to check the mail. Samual rode his bike and walked beside me and Cooper. Sam got a little distracted on the way back when he spotted some pretty yellow flowers. I was growing a little impatient with how long it was taking him to catch up. He finally rode his little balance back over to me and looked up at me and held his flower high. He said, "For you." I said, "Oh for me?" He smiled,  and I stooped over to give him a hug and tell him thank you. As I was giving him a hug he said,"I yove you...so much." Talk about melting your heart. Love this sweet little boy of mine...so much!

Saturday, October 10, 2015

Just a little Nap

Poor Jack has been sick most of his Fall Break. He's had some good days, but mostly not felt up to doing much. He has gotten lots of naps in and I couldn't resist his sweet face today, and I had to try and capture a sweet moment of quiet and rest.


Sunday, October 4, 2015

Puppy!

Will: "Mom, I have the perfect idea for what we can do the first day of Fall Break."
Me: "What?"
Will: "Get a puppy!"

The next day we got a puppy.

The boys had been begging for a few months for a dog. They has wanted one for awhile before that, but in the past few months had really been putting the pressure on. Knowing I was pregnant and wouldn't feel like taking on one more responsibility when the idea of having to brush your teeth seems like an almost impossible task, I delayed. They didn't know yet I was pregnant, just sick so that seemed to help a little. But while I was clinging to life I tried to find the right breed for us. I didn't want an inside dog or a high maintenance one. After all my looking I decided that I thought a lab would suit our family best. Chocolate was my color of choice 1. Because they're so pretty 2. Because she would be outside and I didn't want her looking dirty even though she probably would be 3. I wanted a female, too much testosterone around here.  After all that decision making it was time to find a puppy. $600 is what I found. Six hundred dollar chocolate lab puppies. Yikes. Have I mentioned my mattress is on the floor and if you were to fit in my living room you would have a choice of 4 options; left side of the couch, middle of the couch, right side of the couch, and hardwood floor. Yeah, so $600 wasn't really in the budge. So I delayed, and started looking on local websites for  cheaper puppies.

A little bit later, we went with Pa Joe and Aunt Holly's family to Bro. Smith's farm. He has goats and cows and incredibly smart farm working dog who had recently had puppies. Cuteness overload!! My boys had picked out many contenders for us to buy. They were so cute, even I wanted to say yes, but the problem was they were some kind of collie, read long hair and smart dogs that wanted, no NEEDED to work i.e. attention. Watching them handle the puppies and love on them was hard knowing I'd have to disappoint them on the puppy front again.

Fast forward a few more weeks. Jor had been sending me links to dogs on a local buy and sell website for awhile now. Nothing had really interested me. But then Thursday night he sent me a text telling me he'd emailed me a link to a lab mix puppy. I went to my email and there he was. A 10-12 week old chocolate lab mix pretty FREE little puppy. Adorable AND at such s nice price!! Patrick arranged a pickup time and we were excited!! I could not wait to tell the boys in the morning. When I did tell them they definitely showed a lot more excitement over this need than when I spilled the beans about the baby. And they were way more impressed with his picture than if that of the baby's ultrasound picture. Sorry, Baby.

On Friday we picked up Patrick from work and went to meet the lady. We were delayed about 20 minutes because a guy had been drinking and wrecked his car and bailed the scene. We saw him running up a hill, he'd told another guy three that he lived just up the hill, and then we saw him cut back over to the woods where he jumped a fence. Craziness. Thankfully no one else was hurt. Times like these always leave me feeling sorry for people in these types of situations. I just wonder what their life has been like to lead them to such poor decision making. It makes me sad, and feel sorry for them on the one hand, but n the other hand it makes me angry that they not only put their own life in danger, but the lives of everyone they come in contact with. Sad and mad. This incident provided a good real life example of our favorite topic of discussion at home, "Your choices have consequences." Really hoping my kids can learn that lesson sooner than later.

After we were given the okay to pass through, we finally got to see our puppy, and he didn't disappoint!! He was soo pretty and so so sweet. I wasn't expecting to instantly love him though, but I fell head over heels for him, too!! He climbed up right in the laps of Will and Jack. Sam was so cute telling him good boy over and over and hugging on him. Yes, I hope this will be the right puppy for us. Poor Sam. It was pure torture for him to have to sit where he couldn't see or pet the puppy the whole way home. He kept saying, "puppy sit with meeeee...in my yap." Adorable and pitiful at the same time.

We finally made it home, and the boys had a fun time running around being chased while Patrick and I made a make shift bed for him for the next few nights. He whined and whimpered a little when we told him goidnigt, but soon fell right to sleep.

The boys decided on the name Cooper for him Saturday morning. Our favorites were Henry, Diesel, Hank, Drake (Jack came up with that one) and Cooper. We think it fits him really nicely. The boys played with him early ALL day and I think he was pretty excited when it was time for them to go to bed. He instantly fell asleep and didn't whine or whimper at all this time. He has been very good pup so far. I don't think I've heard him bark yet. He just seems pretty easygoing and laid back, so far. He loves to play fetch, and he is pretty good about sitting when you tell him too. Biggest complaint is that he thinks Sam's a puppy and tends to jump on him. Hoping we can correct this behavior quick! All in all very happy to have him join our family!!

Sunday, September 27, 2015

Been having the weirdest cravings lately...



I put this photo on Facebook to announce the nearing arrival of a new little sweetheart due March 27th. I'm 14 weeks today.  I've been sick and moody, and sick and moody, and sick and moody. My poor family.  I have thrown up more with this baby than any of the others. My record for throwing up in one day is 6 times. Usually I just feel horrible all day. I was happy that at least with this baby I would have good days mixed in with the bad. That helped to make it no so miserable. Finally outta the first trimester for the last time. Feels GREAT!

Thursday, September 10, 2015

Scavenger Hunt

The boys have been no so patient about this "secret" I have been keeping from them! They have begged and begged for me to "just tell us!" But I stayed strong even though it was super tempting. I made a little scavenger hunt and hid them around the house to see if they could guess what the surprise was. I had them run all over the house to different rooms and find clues.









I think they were a little less than thrilled, party poopers. I think they were thinking, "Yeah, yeah, yeah, sooo about that puppy??" ;) And so it goes living with boys...so hard to get a reaction or any excitement out of them with these kinds of things.

Thursday, August 13, 2015

Meanwhile At Home


And the older two think they're the ones having all the fun.

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Kindergarten Isn't Gonna Know What Hit 'Em

Jack was sooo excited to start Kindergarten. He asked everyday if it was his turn to go yet. He was really hoping he would get Mrs. Ledwell, but was placed in Mrs. Jill's class. I met her at Parent Night and knew Jack was going to love her! When I broke the news he was less than thrilled! I tried to convince him otherwise, but if you know Jack, you know that's basically pointless. He comes around when he comes around. Thankfully by the next morning, (his first day of school) he had came around.





Jack insisted they have their picture made together. Will sweetly complied. 


We loaded in the van and headed to school. Jack wanted me to walk him to his room. So with 3 boys in tow, off we went. All with good attitudes...Hallelujah!!!




Samuel wanted to be just like his big brothers and wore his backpack to school, too.




Jack and Mrs. Jill


I love milestones. I'm not usually too sentimental about things, but my heart does shed a few tears that they are growing and this time is passing quicker than I realize, but mostly I'm just so thankful that they are able to have these opportunities to learn and grow and become who they become. The experience of watching Will struggle to learn and just be a little boy gave me a new perspective. I'm so so thankful Jack gets to go and meet his sweet teacher, make new friends, and learn new things! It does help that I still have a little one to keep my attention on.


Some of us were a lot sadder about leaving Jack than others: 

So So SAD!


But he cheered up when he got to walk up the "secret passage way" to the cafeteria. 


 It won't be long!! That thought does kinda make me teary!


I was so excited to pick up the boys! Jack had a wonderful first day. He decided he loved Mrs. Jill very much and that she was "the best!" She was doing the car rider pick-up line and came over to talk to me while the boys hoped in the car. She said he had a great first day and that she was in love with him already! Well, I wasn't surprised a bit. Love that kiddo!